SO I’VE WANTED TO SEE JUNO SINCE THE PREVIEWS OF IT CAME OUT, YET I WAS UNABLE TO FOR WHATEVER REASON(S). THAT IS, UNTIL TODAY. I ON DEMAND(ED) (I KNOW THAT’S NOT AN ACTUAL WORLD BUT WATEV) IT & ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT 1,000,000 TIMES MORE THAN I THOUGHT I WOULD. MAYBE IT WAS JUST AN EMOTIONAL DAY FOR ME, (WE HAD “CHURCH” ALL DAY IN SCHOOL IN LIGHT OF OUR NEW PREZ OF COURSE. SANG GOSPELS ALL DAY, INCLUDING A PERSONAL TEAR JERKER 4 ME - NEVER WOULD HAVE  MADE IT BY MARVIN SAPP. I WAS BAWLING TO SAY THE LEAST, TOLD ALL MY FRIENDS I LOVED THEM, AND THE TEARS SEEMED TO KEEP FLOWING THROUGHOUT THE REST OF THE DAY.) I CRIED SO HARD TOWARDS THE END OF THE MOVIE. IT’S SAD HOW VANESSA AND MARK ENDED; I FELT FOR VANESSA B/C ODDLY ENOUGH I CAN UNDERSTAND WANTING A BABY (WEIRD BEING THAT I’M ONLY 18, ALTHOUGH ABOUT TO GRADUATE IN MAY, I’M STILL IN HIGH SCHOOL, AND HAVE NO TYPE OF MAN OR BOYFRIEND WHATSOEVER). TO ME BABIES MAKE THE WORLD GO ROUND & ARE THE ONLY PURELY JOYOUS THINGS, OFFERED IN & TO THIS GOD FORSAKEN WORLD SO I WAS CRUSHED WHEN MARK DECIDED 2 BAIL OUT. HE SHOULD HAVE TOLD V FROM THE START HE WASN’T FEELING THE WHOLE SITUATION BUT HEY. HE DIDN’T SO WATEV. V STILL GOT HER SON IN THE END SO YAY FOR HER. JUNO & BLEEKER, PERFECT. PERFECT IN A SENSE OF BEING ABLE TO LOVE ANOTHERS FLAWS REGARDLESS OF HOW BIG OR SMALL. ALSO, JUNO & BLEEKER WERE PERFECT IN A SENSE THAT THEY WERE ALL EACH OTHER EVER WANTED & NEEDED. W/ THAT BEING SED, IT BROUGHT ME TEARS WHEN THE WHOLE CONVERSATION ABOUT BEING W/ SOMEONE FOREVER AROSE BETWEEN JUNO & HER DAD. YOU SEARCH FOR SOMEONE “PERFECT” (IN YOUR OWN SENSE OF THE MEANING OF COUSRE) ALL YOUR LIFE BUT IT SEEMS LIKE SUCH A FAIRYTALE & AS WE ALL KNOW, FAIRYTALES ONLY EXIST IN CHILDREN’S BOOKS. SO THERE; WHAT TO DO NOW, WHO KNOWS? ANYWAYS, I CRIED B/C THE THOUGHT OF HAVING SOMEONE LOVE ME UNCONDITIONALLY IS SO FAR FETCHED, THAT ITS BECOME SOMETHING I CAN ONLY DREAM OF. IT HONESTLY SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE, & B/C I LOVE SO HARD AND SO QUICKLY, HOPE SEEMS TO DIMINISH THAT MUCH MORE EVERY TIME I DO THINK I’VE FOUND SOMEONE SPECIAL. I’M TIRED OF GOD GIVING ME PEOPLE TO LOVE. I WANT SOMEONE 2 LOVE ME…